i hate myself and i want to die.

I've done something really horrible.

I've...oh jesus...I've been buying records at Wal-Mart. I'm sorry but HEAR ME OUT, OKAY? I hate going there. But they're the only place in town that carries any J-Pop. At all. And they're really cheap. I'm talking $8-$12, as opposed to $15-$25 anywhere else, and no shipping.

I know it's bad. I know. I know I'll pay for it in the end.

I'm not sorry. Just kind of appalled.