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[phosfate]

I am thankful for one thing this week - unlike many, I have not been plagued with nightmares. Perhaps it's because recent events have combined pretty much every recurring nightmare I've ever had (we just need a faceless, knife-wielding killer, nuclear armaggedon, and a great deal of confusion regarding final exams and nudity to complete the package), freeing up my subconscious for more abstract visions.

Or I'm just too damn tired.

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I only had the replays that first night, and I don't think I could call them nightmares, my brain was running in 'process' mode. Nightmares grab me and keep me prisoner and my brain doesn't quite work right and I can't wake up. I was somehow able to think during these and could have woken up, but I didn't feel a need to. I was somehow aware that waking up wouldn't get me away from it, I think.